Tuesday, September 24, 2019
I DO NOT QUIT!!!
I had to go to the store to get some milk & cheese. Had to use a ride share because I can'rt drive. After getting my groceries, I noticed my phone was dying. I hoped it had enough charge for me to go home. Unfortunately, I was wrong. Doesn't matter, I could walk this, I had before. But I had milk & bruised ribs, & I also had to go to places as well, so I don't know how much I had to hold up. Obviously, I had to go to some people I know for help. God, I was scared. The first place close by didn't have people I knew. I had to move on. Walking was a little easier. There was a bus route, but it was rarer at this time, & it doesn't go all the way to my apartment, which was darker & a l;ttle riskier knowing the position I was in. I walked I was developing a lot more drive, giving myself a lot more push. As I went o the second place, there was a car that I noticed almost ran over me & went to its parking space. As I saw the guy got out, I yelled, "Did you know you almost ran me over?" He ignored me. This time, I didn't care. I walked right up to him & sqaid, "You know you almost killed someone? I am not here out of anger, I am here out of respect. I do not want you to end up in jail. Be more careful." The man acknowledged & as I left, one of the men who saw me said, "Wow! That man is drunk!" Drunk? I am, drunk with drive! As I went to the second place, there were few people who know me. They saw my pain. But when I explained & asked for help, they either refused & were afraid to get in trouble. I left. I wasn't mad, just disappointed. As I walked, especially in the dark part, my ribs were so hurt I was screaming in pain. At some points, I was even crying. But I pushed. I showed more drive, more power than I ever thought. I finally managed to make it home. I threw away the milk. After all it was $1.99. I never took pain-killers, even at the time of the injury & the asking of the doctors. But for the first time I did. IF you think I was done, HELL NO!!! I DO NOT QUIT! I WILL GET BACK, BETTER THAN EVER! And as Patriots head coach Bill Belichick said years ago after a hard loss to Kansas City, "Onto Cincinnati." We know the ending to that story.
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